The following quote is not mine. When you read this, how does it make you think, or how do you feel? I personally am not a big reader, yet I write. Although I am small potatoes when it comes to writing, I do like to paint a picture or use feelings that I often pretend that I don’t have to fuel my creativity.  Up until now I have just posted poems here, and throughout time I will continue to do so. I feel however a shift is coming, and perhaps the many ubiquitous thoughts inside my head will begin to spill out here. Perhaps a short story or two are brewing…..

 

Keep in mind that the universe is in constant flux, nothing that occurs one moment has any relevance to anything else. Everything you believe, feel, or think is based on the false assumption that truth exists. Thus, you are free to do any action which brings you pleasure.

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Below is a link to more information regarding this quote:

https://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Talk:Principia_Discordia

   JJ

Moments carry on, life is fleeting,
Just how long, is this beating?
Right nor wrong, Choices made,
All my glory, slowly fades,
Distant memory, Way back then,
Has my life, been filled with sin?
A broken man, Dried up tears,
A burning soul, Thru the years,
So many loves, I’ve been thru,
Not a one, turned out true,
My heart burned, to the core,
Yet still I, Search for more,
I have seen, beyond my gaze,
Tortured I am, for all my days….

A destiny waits outside the door,
Opened by you to explore,
Past meets present feelings found,
Still we stand on common ground,
How did I ever let you go,
How did it happen I don’t know,
Your eyes reflecting in a mirror,
Memories of you are crystal clear,
Fireworks passion and desire begin,
Exploding outward from deep within,
My heart beats faster out of control,
Take me inside and feel me grow,
Come full circle and then together,
A kiss with you would last forever,
Day dreaming of you throughout the day,
You’re not really gone but so far away.

I am so far out there, couldn’t be much more,
Always pondering dreaming, What could be in store?,
Each step I take is random, I have second sight,
In the day I’m dreaming, Awake I am all night,
My heart it beats so slowly, I’m standing in the rain,
Clueless without direction, Procrastinating shame,
Lightning crashes about me, I just stand and stare,
My knees slam to the earth, From all the wear and tare,
It rains and storms for hours, The water is getting deep,
I can’t live much longer, Towards me death does creep,
Head deep I’m drowning, My final gasp of air,
When suddenly before me, You are standing there,
Tears fall from my eyes, Faster than the rain,
Strangled by insanity, Far past being sane,
I could not live without you, Lying dead before you the proof,
Fate before you found me, In my final moment of truth….

You cast your spell, my hearts on fire,
It fills my soul, full of desire,
Upon my lips, you placed your Kiss,
Forever now you,  I can’t resist,
In a trance, I feel no pain,
Apart from you, I go insane,
Mesmerized, my head spins,
I long to taste, your lips and skin,
For now sweetheart, apart we’re torn,
My love prepare, be forewarned,
Your spell is real, and it is true,
Soon one day, I’ll be with you…

I gasp for air,
Its not there,
Barely I’m still alive,
Squirming Churning,
Inside I’m Burning,
Be lucky If I Survive,
Round and round,
Fall to the ground,
Down is the only way,
Kicking Screaming,
Abstract feelings,
Fast I burn and decay,
Always wrong never right,
My end it is in sight,
So filled with sin,
Let the devil in,
Forever we shall fight,
Out of it so far I’ve fell,
Stuck in this gravity well,
Forever I descend,
It just never ends,
The burning road to hell….

Spinning and churning inside my head, I can’t remember what I just said,
Living my life out of control, Chaotic bliss my tortured soul,
A thousand times you I’ve kissed, Times together I have missed,
A moment comes alone at last, One heart beat the moment passed,
Seasons change as do I, Reasons strange I wonder why,
I’m so different not the same, Won’t you climb inside my brain,
Now it won’t be very long, You’ll soon see my life’s a song,
One of laughter one of shame, One of misery one of fame,
A hero to some a zero to others, When it comes to me I am the other,
Living my life out of control, Chaotic bliss is all I know…

The planets flow beneath my feet, The wind blows thru my hair,
Reality so far from my reach, Why should I even care?,
One hundred million miles away, My soul it tries to shout,
Hypnotized I begin to sway, Because I am all shook out,
I’m to the point that I have to scream, Just to keep moving along,
Then you explode onto my scene, And keep me from feeling wrong,
So far gone I could just let go, But could you be for me?,
Should I hang on I got to know, Why your everywhere I see…

Hanging on to emptiness, Pretending that I care,
My life such a mess, Just too much to bare,
Pills can’t fix everything, My problem to severe,
All I see is nothing, No reflection in the mirror,
Invisible yet so apparent, Nowhere but always here,
Craziness without relent, Slowly I disappear,
I can’t be real to you, Never can I find me,
Each day I make it thru, And somehow cease to be.

No way always I can’t but do,

Together in pieces bounded unglued,

Seen so hidden a light in dark,

Invisible presence A sign unmarked,

Way out inside far apart collide,

Boundless no limit stuck still glide,

Stagnant spinning uptight unwind,

Dizzy so sober Eyes open blind,

Dried up watered no idea but know,

Fight to surrender so dead but grow,

Contently restless commonly unrare,

Centered ubiquitous a circle turned square,

Useless necessity without demand,

No difference matters ready unplanned,

No way in and no way out,

Procrastinate forever without doubt.