Spinning and churning inside my head, I can’t remember what I just said,
Living my life out of control, Chaotic bliss my tortured soul,
A thousand times you I’ve kissed, Times together I have missed,
A moment comes alone at last, One heart beat the moment passed,
Seasons change as do I, Reasons strange I wonder why,
I’m so different not the same, Won’t you climb inside my brain,
Now it won’t be very long, You’ll soon see my life’s a song,
One of laughter one of shame, One of misery one of fame,
A hero to some a zero to others, When it comes to me I am the other,
Living my life out of control, Chaotic bliss is all I know…
Chaotic Bliss
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Question? Are all of these based upon your feelings or just creative license. Reason being: they all have conflict. Like two sides of you warring with each other.
This one could be regret over a past love, not living up to what it was in your head. Or looking forward to coming home after a long absence and it not living up to what you (or she) expected. Or perhaps the expectation that things would be exactly the same but something has changed within one of you.
Might be over thinking or projecting. That’s just the feeling that I get when I read it.
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Ok I like you, in fact I probably over share with you as well. Anyways, I will some day tell you a story, more a secret, as I have a saucer full of them. This secret is indeed enormous. Once I feel we have established more trust, and when I am ready, I will shock you with reality, which is the exact opposite of what I really am.
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Again. Two sides of the coin. Always leave them hanging. Wondering.
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Mysterious…Well I like how you summed this up, Just wonderful..Thank You
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